Birthday Post

it's a week late but a have a bit of spare time now, so i decided to post about my birthday

22nd of June was a Saturday and it was actually a sad day for the Russians, it was according to my Professor, the day when the Russian army fell during world war II..

anyway, as i am quite a foodie, people actually gave me food instead of other presents, not complaining or anything, im just happy that people remembered.

cake and drink:by my lovely BF, and the chocolate was from a batchmate, it was a surprise though to receive the chocolate form him..
it may look a bit sad, as there was no celebrations with friends and all, it was exam period plus i don't have that many friends here anyway...
and I'd hate to pretend to be happy around people whom i dislike, it takes so much energy from me..

a day break

June 12
one day holiday for the Russians, i searched on the internet and found out that it is Russian day today, well my biggest congratulations to my friends and teachers whom are Russians.

and soo

i woke up early, and did all my house chores, cleaning the kitchen, laundry, watched a little bit of criminal minds, watched youtubers on youtube, had lunch and lastly took a cold shower.

then i decided to pamper myself with a little bit of DIY facial, with these products, a scrub, a mask and a toner

i had bought the Vitrum Scrub and Vitrum facial mask from a Magnit cosmetic shop near Kocuhina, (i had fun there, plus there were more choices of cosmetic items then Letual) and the Wonder Pore from House of Etude back in Malaysia, (this big bottle had lasted me more than 8 months now and its finishing, good to know that i will be able to purchase a new one when i get back home soon :) )

the Scrub had little micro beads and large micro beads, there was no perfume added (i could not smell any) it only smelt of chemicals, i did it's job very well, my skin felt smooth after.

then i did the mask, one thing that i find interesting in Russia is that whenever i buy a face masks here, it always turns to be the creamy type, i was confused at first because it had a facewash consistency, so i did had to double check on what i put on my face....the mask was velvety and easy to apply, it did not sting when applied, which i find really helpful, because there were masks out there which stings when i apply them on my face. Had the mask on for about 20 minutes then I rinsed it, wait for my face to dry, and applied the toner..

now that it's all done, i can carry on with my finals studying now, Operative Surgery here i come!

thats all for now...smile cause the sun's shining

Dissapointments and stuffs

a few weeks back i went through some enlightening moments of my student life, here in this Med school,
all i could take out from those dark moments was that, it happened for a reason, He wanted to show me the true colors of my 'friends' , of whom i trusted so much, of whom i treated ever so kindly, but only to be back stabbed/ used at the end of the day.....and then thrown away like a piece of tissue paper after blowing their runny noses

i was really disappointed at that time, and angry at myself, on how foolish i was to think that every person i knew and treated like a dear friend would do such things to me..

well now that all anger and disappointment issues have been sorted, i can now move on with my life, i've cut my ties with all of you, so i can be happy, i don't have to be pretentious in class anymore, so i could get accepted by you guys (cause i know that you are no better than me).. you can judge me, you can talk trash behind me, but i know better than to react to your stupid  clever comments....

what and how i am acting in class is a mirror and a consequence of your actions my dear 'friends' so don't you go get upset, about how i treat you now, cause i'm just giving you a taste of your own medicine, so yeah....

let me be in my own world, let me be happy, stop with all your complaints about life, about how terrible the teacher is (if only he knew what you guys talk behind his back, if only...) which made me think why did they take down that FB page...